Thursday, September 23, 2004

OK guys, i've found a new hobby -- cycling. cycling on a mountain bike chiong-ing at full gear and terrorising roads like ECP and Nicholl Highway like it's mine. call police if u are not happy. sucka


as usual, went cycling with mw, alvin, tc and sq on tues nite. and as usual, i'm left behind with alvin. haha. onli thing different is i'm using a mountain bike now. forgot the route cos we are cycling too fast, onli remember we passed ECP, East Coast Park, Dunman High, closed-Nicholl Highway, Kallang River, Esplanade and ended in Lau Pa Sat. on the way back passed thru Bedok Jetty and Simei. the view at Esplanade is simply breathtaking... too bad...


Reached Esplanade frm Tampines in 1 hour. exactly 1 hour. try breaking tat suckas. Clocked a total of 50 km for the whole journey. very hiong but sipei song. wahahahhaa. wobbly legs~


woke up at 1530 on wed. did nothing till 0030. go eat supper with mw. learnt to see things in another perspective. suddenly dunno y i so hum oso leh.. see them treat girls very different leh.. hmm.. nvm.. i noe can liao. lol. reached home at 0300. haven study for physics paper 5. exam is less than 5 hrs away so decided not to slp already.. if not wake up sure cannot make it. haha


came back home at 1030 on thurs after the paper. decided not to slp already. went cycling again. tis time with fuz and qf. Destination: East Coast Park. onli cycled at 30% effort compared to what i did with mw. damn relaxing.. my body smells of banana.. wahahaha cos i applied suntan lotion. yea i'm gay. fuck u sucka. went to find kite with fuz at Pasir Ris Park cos he wanna fly it with his princess tml. does princesses like to fly kite? i dunno.. i onli noe she likes to ask mi fly kite.


clocked abt another 20 km todae. damn song. I LOVE CYLCING.
shall not blog abt unhappy things. unhappy things like i got rejected for a movie or going crazy over a girl jus bcos of a stupid dream. fuck.


my eyes are showing red threads. i have not slpt for 30+ hours liao. i need slp.
my urine is red-tea in colour now. i'm dehydrating. i need water.
my heart's aching. i'm afraid of losing u. i need u.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

Some people dream of success...
While others wake up and work hard at it.


me in my Staff Sergeant days. can see clearly anot? haha

Sunday, September 05, 2004

went to meet Kim Guan todae... so long nv see him liao miss him sia.. abit guilty oso.. mi everytime so free but nv initiate to meet.. arrrr i think tis yr we meet less than 10 times nia sia.. btw for those who doesnt noe who is Kim Guan, he is my best fren since sec1 and i knew him since pri1..


I find it very interesting tat we onli bcame best frens frm sec1 when we are no longer in the same sch.. i guess it's called fate ba.. i always believe tat it's fate tat bring people together.. i can noe u very long but tat doesnt mean u'll be my gd fren leh..


we only managed to meet for less than 2hrs.. found tat we have drifted apart alittle... we cant reali open up to each other tat easily anymore ba.. seems tat we want to say many things but there seems to be a barrier leh. dunno la mayb we very long dint have a heart-to-heart talk le ba. anyway, we did manage to renew that strong friendship.


renewed friendship. what does tat mean? does tat mean friendship can expire? i think so... if friends dun meet up tat often, it's not tat easy to communicate tat easily the nxt time u meet up ba.. u might say fone calls can oso do the job. but i dun think so cos the feeling is just different. I hate it when my friend and I start to drift apart..


Friends. so how do u define tis term? do you call someone tat u just happen to know today my friend? i wont do tat i guess. to me, friends are people tat will go though thick and thin with you and can communicate with u well. for the rest, i'll just say I know him instead of he's my friend.


Do you think friends are impt in ur life? I always believe friends are impt... not those that come and go in ur life, but those tat will stay. Parents are ones who bring u up but they wont be there when u leave tis world, whereas friends will. Ask youself tis qn, have u found a friend tat will die for u? or is there one tat u'll die for? if u wan a friend to have tis kind of attitude towards u, u better do it first.


Do u rank your friends in order of importance? or does ur boyfriend/girlfriend always comes first? At tis age, i dun like the idea of ppl putting their boy/girlfriend in first priority. it's not tat i dun have a girlfriend before lor.. juz tat i dun believe ur boy/girlfriend will be with u forever.


do u accept people of the opposite sex as ur good friend tat easily? i think tat once u treat members of the opposite sex as ur gd fren, it is difficult for him/her to be ur girl/boyfriend. as the door of friendship opens up, the door to love closes. which is the reason why i tend to hold back when it comes to girls. anyway tat's only my opinion.


so, wat do u think?