Sunday, June 26, 2005

training is getting real xiong in SISPEC... assigned to Foxtrot company which is renowned to be the most xiong company in SISPEC.. but quite proud to be inside la cos i think it will really train me to be a man... but quite demoralised when i see so many idiots taking the same course with me.. i dun think they deserve to even go thru the training lor.. and some instructors who look worse than recruits... haiz

met up with alvin, mw, toh chen yesterdae nite.. toh chen really changed alot.. and he's 1 of the few commando selected to go OCS.. Commando Officer-to-be.. really respect him to the max man

i must strive to work harder.
BMT days


Field camp... we were standing in the sand


When Sgt Rashid was still arnd...


nite b4 POP when me and Rosz wasnt arnd... bed on the right is mine




POP day...


our rifles.. 193 belongs to me


Hawk company


my best buddy. 2 with great leadership potential but 1 ended up in SISPEC.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Comd SAF BMTC congratulates you for your successful completion of the BMT.
Your Posting Order is listed below:
1. You are posted to SISPEC.
2. Your vocation is INFANTRY LEADER.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

ok.. went to meet kiat haw in the noon den met jeff at night.. as usual i talked abt my experience in the army and the both of them said a similar statement tat really woke mi up frm my idea.. hmm...

"if everyboby wants to be officer, than who will be the sergeant?"

hmm.. suddenly i remembered alot tat was being said during my BMT days.. i'm here as a soldier now and no matter wat rank i am, i still have a part to play to protect my country and my loved ones..

a Captain once said tis,
"we may not have gone thru a war in tis generation, but i'm sure we don't need one to remind us how we suffered during the Japanese Occupation."


whatever comes i will accept. and i will do it with pride.

Saturday, June 04, 2005

i'm back again.. slightly earli tis wk due to the off-day given to the Drill com champions.. actualli shld bookout last nite but since u noe how good BMTC is, i only managed to bookout tis morning at 0700.. last wk of BMT life already gonna miss those suckas.. haiz tis is wat we call life

had the 24km graduation march on tues but i din complete it.. stomach felt funny in the late morning and found tat i'm too sick to do the march when we set off.. so too bad had to give up on the 4km checkpoint.. the feeling really suck when i see my platoon marching off without me... haiz i shldnt have started the march at all.. after tat received the great news tat i have to redo the 24km during the block leave and it will be carried out in the stadium's track.. 24km only 60 rounds la wont die one wad..

wed was a slping day for those suckas to recover frm the 24km while it's a day for mi to recover frm my illness.. had fever at nite.. took panadol and went on a high.. the whole bunk was tsunami-ed by ourselves.. had a great time fooling arnd even thou i was sick.. quite a few ppl had fever and went to see the MO den fall out say wad sun too hot smlj.. i say fuck u pussies u dun deserve to be a man. sick cannot walk ah? sick can die?

thurs morning was my re-IPPT.. still feeling slightly feverish but i still made it.. pulled 6 times and i'm so happy.. OC was there and he scolded mi when i came down.. he asked mi why i pulled 6 onli when i had the strength to pull 8.. haha i think i got attitude problem.. but given the half-fuck standard everyone gave, i can easily pull 8 for him lor... had BAC in the afternoon.. the course is very simple but the condition is super fucked up.. ankle-deep water was poured in the area we crawled in and everybody was soaked in mud water and we smelt like shit and i mean it. had hell of a time washing the clothes after tat

had SOC on fri.. din achieve my target to run under 10:30 due to my illness but i completed with my number tag on.. meaning i cleared every obstacle and i cleared it with jus 1 try.. happy like fuck.

SHAG IS FOR PUSSIES.