nowadays ah... life really damn monotonous leh.. everyday in camp do nothing except area cleaning, PT, read, eat, sleep. kena caught for playing cards before so now cannot even play cards.. so much time in hand so come out with all sorts of new stunts den kena fuck again by CSM again.. everyday oso like tat.. i need a change in my army life damn itttttttt

den bookout shld be better wad... better ki lan. reach home liao on computer surf net den bet soccer den always lose more than winning. tired liao go sleep den always dunno how to wake up until my brain tells me tat i'm still alive and not dead. den wake up liao go shopping den buy and eat till i'm broke... i think i'm losing my life.. cannot find anything meaningful to do at all.. cannot find any girl that i can give my love to.. it's been two years... if not for my indecisiveness...

我在避的是什么？是我自己吗？